"I’ve rehearsed this scene in my mind 10,000 times: My husband, Barry, walks through the front door and says he has a surprise for me. He asks, 'What’s the one thing you want most in the world?' At first I’m confused, but when I look into his eyes, I know. He doesn’t have to say it, but he does anyway: 'I’ve given my life to Christ.'

But after years of praying, waiting, and hoping, so far that’s still a daydream."